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This time the pause was short, and at its end the machine did not speak, but
turned away and walked in the direction of the airlock. Some of its fellows
clanked past to join it. From the direction of the airlock there began to come
sounds like those of heavy metal being worked and hammered. The interrogation
seemed to be over for the time being.
Herron's thoughts wanted to be anywhere but on his work or on his fate, and
they returned to what Hanus had shown him, or tried to show him. Not a regular
lifeboat, but she might get away, the captain had said. All it needs now is to
press the button.
Herron started walking, smiling faintly as he realized that if the berserker
was as careless as it seemed, he might possibly escape it.
Escape to what ? He couldn't paint any more, if he ever could. All that really
mattered to him now was here, and on other ships leaving Earth.
Back at the storage rack, Herron swung the Man with the Glove out so its case
came free from the rack and became a handy cart. He wheeled the portrait aft.
There might be yet one worthwhile thing he could do with his life.
The picture was massive in its statglass shielding, but he thought he could
fit it into the boat.
As an itch might nag a dying man, the question of what the captain had been
intending with the boat nagged Herron. Hanus hadn't seemed worried about
Herron's fate, but instead had spoken of trusting Herron....
Nearing the stern, out of sight of the machines, Herron passed a strapped-down
stack of crated statuary, and heard a noise, a rapid feeble pounding.
It took several minutes to find and open the proper case. When he lifted the
lid with its padded lining, a girl wearing a coverall sat up, her hair all
wild as if standing in terror.
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"Are they gone?" She had bitten at her fingers and nails until they were
bleeding. When he didn't answer at once, she repeated her question again and
again, in a rising whine.
"The machines are still here," he said at last.
Literally shaking in her fear, she climbed out of the case. "Where's Gus? Have
they taken him?"
"Gus?" But he thought he was beginning to understand.
"Gus Hanus, the captain. He and I are-he was trying to save me, to get me away
from Earth."
"I'm quite sure he's dead," said Herron. "He fought the machines."
Her bleeding fingers clutched at her lower face. "They'll kill us, too! Or
worse! What can we do?"
"Don't mourn your lover so deeply," he said. But the girl seemed not to hear
him; her wild eyes looked this way and that, expecting the machines. "Help me
with this picture," he told her calmly. "Hold the door there for me."
She obeyed as if half-hypnotized, not questioning what he was doing.
"Gus said there'd be a boat," she muttered to herself. "If he had to smuggle
me down to Tau Epsilon he was going to use a special little boat-" She broke
off, staring at Herron, afraid that he had heard her and was going to steal
her boat. As indeed he was.
When he had the painting in the stern compart-ment, he stopped. He looked long
at the Man with a Glove, but in the end all he could seem to see was that the
fingertips of the ungloved hand were not bitten bloody.
Herron took the shivering girl by the arm and pushed her into the tiny boat.
She huddled there in dazed terror; she was not good-looking. He wondered what
Hanus had seen in her.
"There's room for only one," he said, and she shrank and bared her teeth as if
afraid he meant to drag her out again. "After I close the hatch, push that
button there, the activator. Understand?
That she understood at once. He dogged the double hatch shut and waited. Only
about three seconds passed before there came a scraping sound that he supposed
meant the boat had gone.
Nearby was a tiny observation blister, and Herron put his head into it and
watched the stars turn beyond the dark blizzard of the nebula. After a while
he saw the berserker through the blizzard, turning with the stars, black and
rounded and bigger than any mountain. It gave no sign that it had detected the
tiny boat slipping away. Its launch was very near the Frans but none of its
commensal machines were in sight.
Looking the Man with a Glove in the eye, Herron pushed him forward again, to a
spot near his easel. The discordant lines of Herron's own work were now worse
than disgusting, but Herron made himself work on them.
He hadn't time to do much before the man-shaped machine came walking back to
him; the uproar of metalworking had ceased. Wiping his brush carefully, Herron
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put it down, and nodded at his berserker portrait. "When you destroy all the
rest, save this painting. Carry it back to those who built you, they deserve
it."
The machine-voice squeaked back at him: "Why do you think I will destroy
paintings? Even if they are attempts to praise life, they are dead things in
themselves, and so in themselves they are good."
Herron was suddenly too frightened and weary to speak. Looking dully into the
machine's lenses he saw there tiny flickerings, keeping time with his own
pulse and breathing, like the indications of a lie detector.
"Your mind is divided," said the machine. "But with its much greater part you
have praised me. I have repaired your ship, and set its course. I now release
you, so other life-units can learn from you to praise what is good."
Herron could only stand there staring straight ahead of him, while a trampling
of metal feet went past, and there was a final scraping on the hull.
After some time he realized he was alive and free.
At first he shrank from the dead men, but after once touching them he soon got
them into a freezer. He had no particular reason to think either of them
Believers, but he found a book and read Islamic, Ethical, Christian and Jewish
burial services.
Then he found an undamaged handgun on the deck, and went prowling the ship,
taken suddenly with the wild notion that a machine might have stayed behind.
Pausing only to tear down the abomination from his easel, he went on to the
very stern. There he had to stop, facing the direction in which he supposed
the berserker now was.
"Damn you, I can change!" he shouted at the stern bulkhead. His voice broke.
"I can paint again. I'll show you...I can change. I am alive."
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This time the pause was short, and at its end the machine did not speak, but
turned away and walked in the direction of the airlock. Some of its fellows
clanked past to join it. From the direction of the airlock there began to come
sounds like those of heavy metal being worked and hammered. The interrogation
seemed to be over for the time being.
Herron's thoughts wanted to be anywhere but on his work or on his fate, and
they returned to what Hanus had shown him, or tried to show him. Not a regular
lifeboat, but she might get away, the captain had said. All it needs now is to
press the button.
Herron started walking, smiling faintly as he realized that if the berserker
was as careless as it seemed, he might possibly escape it.
Escape to what ? He couldn't paint any more, if he ever could. All that really
mattered to him now was here, and on other ships leaving Earth.
Back at the storage rack, Herron swung the Man with the Glove out so its case
came free from the rack and became a handy cart. He wheeled the portrait aft.
There might be yet one worthwhile thing he could do with his life.
The picture was massive in its statglass shielding, but he thought he could
fit it into the boat.
As an itch might nag a dying man, the question of what the captain had been
intending with the boat nagged Herron. Hanus hadn't seemed worried about
Herron's fate, but instead had spoken of trusting Herron....
Nearing the stern, out of sight of the machines, Herron passed a strapped-down
stack of crated statuary, and heard a noise, a rapid feeble pounding.
It took several minutes to find and open the proper case. When he lifted the
lid with its padded lining, a girl wearing a coverall sat up, her hair all
wild as if standing in terror.
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"Are they gone?" She had bitten at her fingers and nails until they were
bleeding. When he didn't answer at once, she repeated her question again and
again, in a rising whine.
"The machines are still here," he said at last.
Literally shaking in her fear, she climbed out of the case. "Where's Gus? Have
they taken him?"
"Gus?" But he thought he was beginning to understand.
"Gus Hanus, the captain. He and I are-he was trying to save me, to get me away
from Earth."
"I'm quite sure he's dead," said Herron. "He fought the machines."
Her bleeding fingers clutched at her lower face. "They'll kill us, too! Or
worse! What can we do?"
"Don't mourn your lover so deeply," he said. But the girl seemed not to hear
him; her wild eyes looked this way and that, expecting the machines. "Help me
with this picture," he told her calmly. "Hold the door there for me."
She obeyed as if half-hypnotized, not questioning what he was doing.
"Gus said there'd be a boat," she muttered to herself. "If he had to smuggle
me down to Tau Epsilon he was going to use a special little boat-" She broke
off, staring at Herron, afraid that he had heard her and was going to steal
her boat. As indeed he was.
When he had the painting in the stern compart-ment, he stopped. He looked long
at the Man with a Glove, but in the end all he could seem to see was that the
fingertips of the ungloved hand were not bitten bloody.
Herron took the shivering girl by the arm and pushed her into the tiny boat.
She huddled there in dazed terror; she was not good-looking. He wondered what
Hanus had seen in her.
"There's room for only one," he said, and she shrank and bared her teeth as if
afraid he meant to drag her out again. "After I close the hatch, push that
button there, the activator. Understand?
That she understood at once. He dogged the double hatch shut and waited. Only
about three seconds passed before there came a scraping sound that he supposed
meant the boat had gone.
Nearby was a tiny observation blister, and Herron put his head into it and
watched the stars turn beyond the dark blizzard of the nebula. After a while
he saw the berserker through the blizzard, turning with the stars, black and
rounded and bigger than any mountain. It gave no sign that it had detected the
tiny boat slipping away. Its launch was very near the Frans but none of its
commensal machines were in sight.
Looking the Man with a Glove in the eye, Herron pushed him forward again, to a
spot near his easel. The discordant lines of Herron's own work were now worse
than disgusting, but Herron made himself work on them.
He hadn't time to do much before the man-shaped machine came walking back to
him; the uproar of metalworking had ceased. Wiping his brush carefully, Herron
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put it down, and nodded at his berserker portrait. "When you destroy all the
rest, save this painting. Carry it back to those who built you, they deserve
it."
The machine-voice squeaked back at him: "Why do you think I will destroy
paintings? Even if they are attempts to praise life, they are dead things in
themselves, and so in themselves they are good."
Herron was suddenly too frightened and weary to speak. Looking dully into the
machine's lenses he saw there tiny flickerings, keeping time with his own
pulse and breathing, like the indications of a lie detector.
"Your mind is divided," said the machine. "But with its much greater part you
have praised me. I have repaired your ship, and set its course. I now release
you, so other life-units can learn from you to praise what is good."
Herron could only stand there staring straight ahead of him, while a trampling
of metal feet went past, and there was a final scraping on the hull.
After some time he realized he was alive and free.
At first he shrank from the dead men, but after once touching them he soon got
them into a freezer. He had no particular reason to think either of them
Believers, but he found a book and read Islamic, Ethical, Christian and Jewish
burial services.
Then he found an undamaged handgun on the deck, and went prowling the ship,
taken suddenly with the wild notion that a machine might have stayed behind.
Pausing only to tear down the abomination from his easel, he went on to the
very stern. There he had to stop, facing the direction in which he supposed
the berserker now was.
"Damn you, I can change!" he shouted at the stern bulkhead. His voice broke.
"I can paint again. I'll show you...I can change. I am alive."
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